On January 26, 2018, my baby boy Jase James stopped breathing in his sleep. At just 5 months old, our little boy had died to SIDS. His death was shocking, devastating, and left me disappointed with God. In the moments before meeting my son in the hospital I watched on the monitoring app on my phone while our sitter tried to revive my son.
I prayed fervently to God, "God please let my son live. God let my son have a pulse. Please, God let Jase have a pulse." As the EMT's arrived I listened intently for someone to say he was showing some signs of life. As they examined him and took over CPR, one of the EMT's said, “No pulse. No Breath.” I ...
