Today marks 10 months without our first child, Anna. When I think back to the week that lead to her death and every day since I can’t say I have one specific thought or feeling that captures it all. Words fail to express the overwhelming emotions and lessons that come with the loss of a child because it’s messy, grievous, and at times embarrassing. But what has been clearly defined through it all is that God is who He says He is, even when life isn’t what you’ve expected.
At 16 weeks pregnant I experienced mild cramping all morning at church. I remember worshiping God with the song “I Will Look Up” for the first time. As each edifying ...
